Bad Allergies. Good Weather.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

I could pretend things are always dandy in my life and head but I'd be doing just that--pretending.
 
Because the truth is some days suck. Some days, like today, my allergies are bad when the weather gets nice, which just feels unfair. As a matter of fact, sometimes life seems unfair. 

Some days are harder than others. Some nights it's harder to fall asleep. Some days, particularly Sundays, I miss Tim more than usual. Some days I cave and eat my emotions, but really that means I have a cheat snack--or 4. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on crucial family time for a career that is more than fulfilling but that can't hug me or love me because that's not what careers (/inanimate things) do. 

The thing about life, though, is that no matter how you're feeling... It goes on. The seconds, minutes, hours, days, years--they pass whether you like them or not. So I allow myself to feel the cruddy moments but then I choose to quickly bounce back. I choose to enjoy as much of life as I can. I choose to relish in these moments. In my city living. In the nice weather. In my independent life. In my awesome career. In my amazing relationship with my fianc√©. And in my loving relationships with family. 

Because guess what? Those days and nights and moments that downright suck... I'm sure they'd suck 100% more if I chose to dawn on them. 

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1 comment :

  1. My allergies are bad here because of all the dust.

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